Poslaju = Gdex

haiz..."poslaju" came at 10:40 am this morning. Sigh...ended up, its GDEX. Not poslaju...not my mistake. haha... And the saddest thing was, my sunglasses weren't in there...thats y la...I was quite sure mine is only coming in october. But my daddy said now wor...so funny...sigh...and I was so disappointed...but I was also prepared for something like that. Anyway, it's gdex not poslaju.

Charissa

Poslaju...

haiya...this poslaju arrr...so slow...it's more of posLAMBAT... sigh... when are those specs gonna arrive!!!!?????????? Taking ages...told it would most likely arrive yesterday, stayed home to wait for it, didn't arrive.

So today, stayed home the whole day again, STILL DIDN'T ARRIVE. AAARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!! So I hope, that tmrw, they will come...

not keeping my hopes too high, keeping my fingers crossed...

Charissa

Unreasonable and Injustice!

I wanted to blog about this yesterday, but I had no time. So im gonna blog about it now.

My mommy, sis, and me went to Tesco yesterday to buy some stuff. After paying for our stuff, my mommy was pushing the trolley, towards the food court, and my sis and I were tagging behind. Because I was tlkg to my sis. Then came a little girl walking towards the trolley, because she wasn't looking where she was going. My mom saw her coming, and swerved the trolley to avoid her. But, I was still quite sure, the girl like brushed against the trolley la.

Anyway, we thought nothing happend, and walked on. Then decided to go back. So we turned around and headed the opposite direction.

We saw the girl, along with a lady, (probably her grandma), walking towards us. And then, the next thing we knew was, this grandma, was scolding my mommy, at the top of her voice, in mandarin. My mommy, can't like speak mandarin, but can understand a little la. So my mom said that in english, she cannot understand. Apparently, that lady can't speak english too. She went "filly fally" on and on saying something about we bumping into the girl, and we have no courtesy to even apologize and blablabla.

The fact was, WE DIDN'T bump into her. She simply bumped herself. But my mommy thought she avoided her actually. But as I was behind, I though the girl did bumped a little. But the fact was, even if she did, it's not our fault. Coz, it's the girl who bumped into the trolley, not we bumped into her.

This is a pure case of unreasonableness and inujusticeness! It's so unfair. Sigh.

This reminds me of what I just studied at BSF. How, Mirriam and Aaron simply just accused Moses of marrying a Cushite woman. And how Moses was so humble, and in the end, God was there for him and protected, and defended Moses.

It says here Numbers 12: 6-8,

"When a prophet of the Lord is among
you,
I reveal myself to him in visions,
I speak to him in dreams.
But this is not true of my servant
Moses;
he is faithful in all my house.
With him I speak face to face,
clearly and not in riddles;
he sees the form of the Lord.
Why then were you not afraid
to speak against my servant Moses?"


I think, God is teaching me to learn to be humble just like Moses, even when people are opposing you for no reason, talking against you. Anytime.

Charissa

Ooopsie!!!! Such a "Lovey Dovey Couple!" So cute...

Sigh...I don't actually even feel like blogging right now. I feel so like, dejected like that...haha...

Some more...to make matters worse, there are some private issues I'm facing now. Only Girls will understand...so yeah...I won't blog about that.

But, I wanna blog about how I interrupted something. I wanted to talk to one of my friends, haven't talked to her for a very long time. And guess what? She went and added her bf to it, and yeah...and I got kicked out of the convo. haha...no la...jus jk...I mean...they wanted some private time together, so I had to kinda of go out and leave them. It was actually the bf's request...not her...I dun think she would do that wan...lol...but abit geli la...two of them...yeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! haha...

Cute le...lovely...=) haha...but it wasn't that bad...I still got to talk to her for a very little while...so yeah...can talk to her another time when her bf isn't... (his request again...)=)

Charissa

Back to BSF~

Today, bsf was like so super small man...so few in my class. 12 of us. 8 gals and 4 boys, and 2 teachers. THE GIRLS RULE!!!!!!

In the car, suddenly my phone rang. It was mommy just as I thought because I rarely get any phone calls (goodness knows y). And I could guess it was about the mask business. Right enough. She said to wear masks. Me, my sis, and daddy. I was like..."WATTTT?????? Owh..please why??????" But she said just wear. sigh.

I was making a big fuss, because though I know that it's good for me, the thought of people staring at me in class,(haven't seen a single one in the whole children's class wearing) and the questions asked was too much to bear. But all the same, my sis was forcing me, and I was freaking out the whole time k.

When I entered my class, teacher said something like arabic woman. Everybody turned to stare at me. I was like, "teacher!!!!!??? Why did u have to say that...?" haha...then samantha, one of my "girl friends" saw me and said, "OH! I also have some in my bag!" I was like, "Oh good!!!! Pleeeeassseee wear it!!!!" She took it out from her bag, and later she wore it. She told me so that I won't like feel left out kinda of thing. Thanks Samantha! You are such a good friend!

Then, when we were at assembly, after sammy and I got our songsheets, we were hiding our faces behind it. *malu* haha... then we were tlkg about, we don't need to sing, because teacher can't even see if our mouths moving...haha... but of course we sang la...then go back to class, got ready for discussion.

Samantha kept taking off her mask, for 2 reason. Teacher couldn't hear her, and she was "suffocating" inside it. I too was feeling really hot and like cannot breathe in it. But I was a good girl *cheh* and kept it on except for taking it off 2 times to drink water and after class to breathe abit. Oh yar, and we also brought hand sanitizer. Samantha used it like 3 times? or 2? I forgot, I used it once. haha...

After class, samantha said wanted to take pics with me, with the masks. So I said ok. Then we were taking taking, and laughing abit too, I also took. Here they are...I look abit horrible. My hair was in a mess...dunno y...

Samantha and Me trying to take a "mirror" pic. But ended up, me covering part of my face too...=(

Me and Samantha!

Perfect!

Im hoping that Samantha can give me some of the pics she took...because I think hers are nicer...lol

Charissa

MERDEKA!

HAPPY 52TH BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!

Today is Merdeka! One Malaysia!!!!!!!!

Unfortunately, for me it isn't merdeka, as my mommy didn't plan a hol for today, so I did some of my work for today last week so I won't have so much to do. Smart. cheh...

One Malysia. I think it's all about, malaysians uniting together, to make one. Means, no racism. I'ts hard eh for some people? But I think it's really a good idea because, it won't leave certain people out and it is like...ARRRGHHH...so hard to explain. But anyway, I think it's all about uniting.

Charissa

"Gotong Royong" dan lain-lain...

SIGH SIGH SIGH. This was meant to be for yesterday, but unfortunately, there were some problems with it or smth, and ended up practically half of my post dissapeared. I was so mad and angry. It was such a long one and all wasted. haiz...no have to do all over again...and oh yar...so im gonna write in yesterday's context kkk...so jus imagine today is yesterday.

sigh...im so terribly tired man. THREE HOURS of cleaning the house in the morning. I should have taken a nap. Yeah, why didn't I? So silly of me...oh now I know...because of watching some movies...I'll tell about that later.

Woke up, while eating breakfast, had to quickly start cleaning the house just in case some unexpected visitors come. (another story la that one) Anyway, sweeping the floor was a NIGHTMARE.

Somehow, when I use that sweeper thingy, the dirt didn't stay on it, and it kept rolling out or smth. Sigh...I was starting to feel so irritated...but luckily, today I was kinda of in a "good mood," so yeah. I "patiently" kept getting it all out...and yeah. Sigh. After that, no time to mop the floor, and anyway my mommy said no need since we did it like several days ago already.

WASH TOILET TIME. Sigh...dirty job...or rather...smelly job? haha... I was sweating like crazy? And my sis, she had so easy a job in cleaning the toilet, that she didn't even sweat. I was like WHAT!!!??????????

I was so sticky, not to mention "dirty," and felt like bathing IMMEDIATELY. But, haven't finished yet so yeah...sigh...

After that, quickly mandi, then was super hungry. My daddy and mommy went out for some kinda of "meeting" thingy and they only came back with my sis and my lunch at 1 smth. Ayuh...so hungreeeeee alreeeeaaadddyyy...

Then after lunch, my mommy gave me and my sis an ice-cream treat for our hard work. Or should I say MY hard work? ahaha...cheh...so perasan hor...jus jk jk ni...

Then, came back and watch a movie...or should I say movieS. haha...

We watched Sepet and Gubra. Sequels. Yamin Ahmad's films. It's pretty good. On real-life happenings. And Racism.

Sepet is about like "love-story" kinda of thing. You know, like, this girl likes this guy or the other way around but this guy, happened to do smth, then the girl go to another guy. That kinda of thing la. But on the other hand, it's about a malay girl liking a chinese boy, or you can say the other way around. Aiya, you go and watch the shows for yourself la.

Gubra is a sequel to Sepet, and it's about some marriage problems and stuff la.

And you know la what happens in real life love stories. All those "stuff" and blablablabla...

And those two shows show what happens in real life, (if you do not already know, or u can't imagine, etc) and I really think it's pretty true.

All together, I think the shows are really good because it shows that some people out there are not racist. So it's actually a good lesson for us. We should try and be "color-blind," and not the other way around.

Just remember, whatever you do, God is watching.

God bless you,
Charissa

p.s. this is not as good a post I wanted to do, but as I forgot so many things that I put in yesterday, (if u've forgotten, I had problems with this blog thingy, and cudn't post so half of the post was gone) so yeah...this is my best, and I hope u will understand.

Edited Post

I edited the "thinking through" post because, I so totally forgot to add some stuff to it yesterday. I put a reminder but it didn't even remind me because it simply didn't. haha... so if you wanna get the full post of the earlier, you have to read it again.

Charissa

Oh and btw, things are ok d...=)

Thinking through...-repost

I've been thinking through what happened...I still don't understand...

Oh why did you have to do it? I know I didn't get pranked, but nearly. And I know that you told me it was a prank so that I won't 'kena', but still...?

Why???? I wanna know why...because I really don't understand the whole thing.

I feel so cheated...like...ah...it's so hard to tell you my feelings...but...sigh...I really dunno...

I know it may not seem like a big issue, but it is to me. Because the whole thing, just, like make me not trust you? Sigh, I dunno...

I so totally learned this time to NEVER EVER take chances. Bambs way to help escape all this consists of several rules:

1) DO NOT take any chances. =)
2) Pray to God to help you make the right decisions and to guide you.
3) If it's something to do about yourself and your privacy, DON'T EVER DO IT.


Charissa


p.s. I know you may not like the idea of me posting all this, but I really wanna blog about all this because, ah well, but I didn't give away ur name, so nobody will know. sry...

PRANK!

I just got out of a prank. Luckily for me, I was still wasting time a bit here and there, because I was super skeptical, and I just felt, there was something fishy about the whole thing.

Right enough. It turned out, it was a prank. And luckily for me, the "pranker" felt that it shouldn't be done on me, and told me. Phew. My heart was thumping, my tummy was so weird, and last of all, I was actually feeling a little bit hurt? Sigh.

Anyway, I'm so thankful that I didn't exactly fall into the trap.

Charissa