Thinking through...-repost

I've been thinking through what happened...I still don't understand...

Oh why did you have to do it? I know I didn't get pranked, but nearly. And I know that you told me it was a prank so that I won't 'kena', but still...?

Why???? I wanna know why...because I really don't understand the whole thing.

I feel so cheated...like...ah...it's so hard to tell you my feelings...but...sigh...I really dunno...

I know it may not seem like a big issue, but it is to me. Because the whole thing, just, like make me not trust you? Sigh, I dunno...

I so totally learned this time to NEVER EVER take chances. Bambs way to help escape all this consists of several rules:

1) DO NOT take any chances. =)
2) Pray to God to help you make the right decisions and to guide you.
3) If it's something to do about yourself and your privacy, DON'T EVER DO IT.


Charissa


p.s. I know you may not like the idea of me posting all this, but I really wanna blog about all this because, ah well, but I didn't give away ur name, so nobody will know. sry...