C-C-O-O-L-L-D-D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's sooooooooo cold today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like as though I'm in Gentings!!!!!!!!!!

My funny sis, says it's not cold. I was like, so shocked until I can't even say anything! At first I thought maybe I'm sick, but apparently not, because my mum is also cold.

I was in the study room with my sis, doing my sch work. Then I told her that I wanna turn off the fan because I'm cold. She was like, COLD!!!!!!!!!! I'm HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (the really panas hot kkk) =)

I was like, are you sick ar, fever? She said, no, and asked me am I sick? I was like no. Don't you know it's a cold day? It rained like quite heavily!

So anyway, the fan was turned off! Yeah!!!!!!! I was happy!!!!!

Then later I decided to take a nap and went to my room, my sis IMMEDIATELY turned on the fan again. Sigh la she.

Went to my room, I DIDN'T turn on any fan, and also to add to it, I used a BLANKET! Whee!!!!!!! haha...XD

Later went my mum also woke up from her nap, she went into the study and she said to my sis, "OI!!!! So cold you need the fan meh????" My sis said, "I'm not cold, I'm hot!" Then my mum said the same thing as I, "Are you sick?" Then my sis said, "NO!"

Anyway, only NOW my sis said it's kinda of cold. Sigh. Earlier she said she's hot now cold. Funny girl.

Went for a haircut today. My hair is so short now!!!!!!!!! AAAA!!!!!!! =)

Charissa

Stressed, Depressed...too much to do and too little time...

Sigh, I have like TONS of things to do and too little time. So "sian."

Since the comp koed, everything has to be re-installed or re-program and stuff like that. Sigh. Putting back all my pics is another thing too...not that I have alot of pics left. All gone.

Sigh sigh sigh!!!!!!!!!

I also need to do alot of changes to my blog, doing it a little at a time...slowly...cz no time again...

I hate doing this! I like to do something, and get it all done...not leave it like half baked kinda of thing.

Anyway, gtg now,

Sry for the really BORING post...no time to make it nicer...

Charissa

BSF

Had bsf the day before, before, again, and GOOD NEWS! Only TWO more lessons before the end of bsf for until sometime after cny next year! I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Anyway, Mr Tan gave some curly biscuit thingy to the guys again as usual. He always gives the guys only, not the girls. It's so unfair everytime. Not that I want to eat it or something but seriously, why only the guys everytime? Sigh, guys get all the good things. =(

Bsf was pretty much the same.

Anyway, it was Esther's last bsf for the term! =( Sobz...Cz she's going to skip the last two mondays of bsf, simply because she's goin to Australia. Or rather she should be there already! :'( ESTHER!!!!!!!!! Why, oh why do you have to desert all of us???????? Jus kidding. But I will miss you like lots. Next year is too long a wait. =(

And so sorry, I didn't know your bday is like this week, and the worst thing is, you're not coming for the rest of bsf, and I can't give you anything!!!!!!!!!! It would have to be like a super super belated one unfortunately. It doesn't seem right. =(

Alright, I guess, ESTHER TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do have a nice holiday in Aussie, and also a nice time with your family! Don't forget to bring me back some SPRING FLOWERS kkk???? =) *jk*


Missing you lots,

Charissa

3rd Cello Lesson!

Had a 3rd cello lesson yesterday!

Goodness!!!!!!! More things to add to the list of CORRECTIONS!

Teacher said I have to sway to the music. Meaning, not sitting like a puppet. hehe.

Then, she said that I have to sit in such a way that I can get up without moving my legs...

And she also taught me the right way to VIBRATO. And she gave some examples of the 'wrong' way that made me wanna laugh! =)

Oh and yeah, teacher was having a sniffy day. She had some allergy or something, so she kept snifing and she sounded like she had a cold! XD. Poor teacher, hope you get well soon!

Charissa

THE COMP IS BACK! MSN TOO! ~ I feel like crying too...

I'm sooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally, the comp is repaired, unfortunately, everything that wasn't backed-up is all GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so so so so so so so unhappy and upset!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had sooooooooo many pics and all gone...sigh...can somebody pls comfort me or something? I really can't can't believe it...seriously, ALL GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='( Sobz

I actually feel like crying now...sigh...it's like too great for me to bear...

Charissa

4 and a half hours of sleep...

I had only four and a half hours of sleep today. I mean, yeah...I slept at like 1 in the morning, and had to wake up at like 5:30 am in the morning too. It's actually really shocking. haha.

I don't know why I couldn't sleep until so late, but yeah. And I HAD to wake up early. =(

Had to go somewhere, it's PRIVATE, sorry. But anyway, it was like a super tiring day for me, and it's a wonder I didn't fall asleep in between. Came back at like 5 in the evening. SHOCKING! XD.

But I did take a like 10-15 min nap in the car when I went out for lunch. =)

"Sweat-ed" the whole time. Sigh.

AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Those kids are like SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish I can tell more...unfortunately, I can't. Due to reasons. =(

Pls pray for me and my family that we won't fall sick as we were out in the sun most of the time except for my daddy. And after that in like a bit of air-cond. Which means, falling sick very easily if your inmune system is not strong. Not to mention, I think I would have no more voice tomorrow, seriously. I literally "screamed and shouted" my lungs out! Goodness, I really regretted it. haha. Hopefully, I won't fall sick. =)

Deadly Tired,
Charissa

SUPER TIRING DAY!

So tired man today.

Unexpected visitors were supposed to come, but in the end didn't come. =)

Started cleaning the home at 1 something. Actually, I decided to clean the balcony for my mum. She doesn't know. She went out. =)

So I lugged pail after pail of water to clean the super DIRTY balcony. lol.

Then, since I was already sweaty, I decided to tell my sis to like start cleaning the floor now. So we started cleaning the floor. Swept and mopped.

Then, start cleaning the TOILET. I was so tired by that time really!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some more, the detergent was like biting me like ants. I don't know why. But I think my skin can't take it. Sigh.

Each CHORE I had to do, involved a POLE. So sian. Both my hands were so sore, I could hardly hold the mop handle and the handle of the brush for the toilet! Sigh...

Finished at like 5:15 pm. It's roughly 3 and a half hours of cleaning. =)

Anyway, the house is CLEAN now. And I'm happy. XD.

Charissa

Ripples on Duty...disgusting time I had...

As I said in one of my previous posts, ripples were on duty last week. It was ok la. Youth meeting was canceled due to certain reasons. So sat for sermon instead. Then a crazy Sue Anne sent me an sms when I was just sitting next to her. She so gila d...XD She sent to Michelle too! XD Gila orang la she...XD.

Anyway, we were told to clean up. And the biggest joke was, the supposedly "in-charge" person, left so early, and let us do all the cleaning up. So CHUN hor? *shaking my head*

And we had the most DISGUSTING time. Ugggghhh...the sink was so disgusting. Even Grace said people are so disgusting. haha. Then to add to it, there was this "pukey" smell, that nearly killed me! It was horrible!!!!

I only smelled it later. The first thing I saw was, Su Xin covering her nose. Then Su Yen came, with the same "action." I was like what's the matter? They were like, SHOCKED! And they said, you cannot smell meh??? Both Sue Anne and I were like, no, cannot. Then they were like, aiyo!!!!!! Then told us to go where the smell is and breathe in. I said I don't want.

Then later I forgot to breathe through my mouth so that I won't smell that pukey tingy. And Awwwww Mannnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sue Anne could smell it too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Uggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K, I don't want to talk about it anymore. Making me feel sick now too.

Lucky Michelle Chay, she didn't smell it because she left early. And SOMEBODY also. So smart hor...leave early hor...so you don't need to do the work. blek.

Charissa

Calling the attention of Nikki, Sarah, Melvin...and, I think that's all...oh wait, I think Roshy too! =)

Many apologies to you three...wait four I think? I'm not sure if Roshy is one of them too. Ah well.

As far as I could remember, it's only you three or maybe four. Nikki, Sarah, Melvin and Roshy. Well, you'll wanted to try out my cello right? Terribly sorry for not teaching you'll right. Not that I really taught you'll...=)

The thing is, since I've changed teachers, the position and everything of the cello is so different as you'll know if you've read my previous posts.

So so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Charissa

2nd Cello Lesson!

Was so waiting for this day today. Sigh. Had so many things to ask Teacher. lol...

Didn't ask all but the most important ones. lol. Teacher told me today that I have to remember about my BOW CONTROL. I seem to play like slow than fast. I mean bowing. But I'm supposed to bow fast and then slow. I have to remember that. =( Quite hard.

KKKKK...that's about all I'm gonna blog today...

Charissa

Forgot...

I forgot to add in one of my previous post, concerning the fireworks on Deepavali Night.

I wanted to say something more, but got distracted, and forgot. Then I read Nikki's blog and suddenly remembered what I was supposed to add!!!!! Sigh, I'm an old lady d...=(

Well, I wanted to say that, the fireworks and firecrackers are like so aggressive!!!!!! Even like more than Merdeka and Hari Raya! So chun wei...=)

Charissa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE ANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy 13th Birthday Sim Sue Anne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok. I don't know how many "happy bday's" I said but I really hope you had a wonderful Birthday!

Welcome into the "teen-life." God Bless your teenage years! hehe. Hope it won't be too hard for you! XD

Btw, I hope I didn't like wake you up at midnight today? Oh wait, you told me that your whole family except your grandma was awake. Ok. Then I don't feel so bad. =)

I love you Sue Anne!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

Charissa

Hectic Weekend!

I have been so busy this week. So busy indeed. Stayed up late last night to finish up some knitting work for my customers today. lol. I will like to post some pics of it, but I will try to do it next week.

So, stayed up late, past midnight, finishing my projects, also watch fireworks for a while. It was so cool man. It's like at different times, because people's clocks are different. So yeah. It was cool, but noisy! XD.

Went to sleep, and woke up at like 10 something today. Shocking huh? But I was super tired. Then at 1, went to Uncle Mohan and Aunty Kamini's place. I dunno if that's how you spell their names.

Went to their place for deepavaili lunch. Abinam? (not sure how to spell his name too) He is so cute!!!!! He's like if his mummy or aunty or daddy asks him to say like hi or hello, or aunty eat, etc, he will follow. And he is just so cute la. XD.

Came back, started doing more projects. Until now, I'm still doing. Sigh. So busy la this whole week. Practicing my cello for hours takes up time too.

Tomorrow, ripples are on duty. And apparently, I was given the job of ushering. And both Sue Anne and I were having a "debate" on tomorrrow's "dress code." It was such a long one! Smsed her like crazy. lol. I will definitely be broke when my phone bill comes. Sigh...

Tomorrow is going to be another long day. Sigh.

Charissa

Thursday...

Nowdays, I dunno why, my blog posts are like super boring. I seem to talk crap. Don't ask me why. For that matter, not nowadays, it should be ever since I started blogging. =)

Practiced my cello for like maybe 2 hrs again? I'm not sure also. Because I'm not bothered with the time now. Since I have no "arm-ache."

I still have quite alot of questions to ask my teacher concerning my cello. Because of so many changes, I can't really remember exactly how to hold this and where to put this and that. So yeah...

I seem to be neglecting my studies and instead playing my cello more now...UNHEARD OF. It's usually the other way around. Nelgecting my CELLO and not my studies. haha.

It's so funny, I never knew I'd be like that. Seriously, when I think about it, it makes me laugh. haha. XD.

Sigh, I need to finish my knitting projects by tmrw!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'ts due la...need to give it to the "customer" on Saturday. =(

Charissa

HAPPY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Overjoyed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm such a happy girl today!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You would think like a guy asked me out or smth hor. lol. no la. I'ts just that, I finally can play my cello for hours without my right arm HURTING! Oh lalalalalalalala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!! I practiced my cello for 2 hrs minimum today! I think I may have played for 2 and a half! Goodness, it's unheard of in my history!

I've NEVER and I repeat, NEVER played my cello for 2 hrs, let alone 2 and a half! I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!! Then only think is now, I have to ask my teacher whether I'm placing my cello in the right postion. Because I have raw skin and a sore bone already. Pretty uncomfortable. =( But anyways, I'm so happy that I can now play without my right arm hurting anymore! Woo hooo!!!! Three cheers for my teacher!!!!! =D

My mummy is also glad for me! lol.

Oh my goodness!!!!! I still can't help being so overjoyed over this!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Charissa

BSF!

Since I blogged about my cello lesson yesterday, I didn't have time to blog about bsf yesterday. Because as you all know, I mean some of you know, I have time limit so yeah. That also, I was blogging as fast as I could yesterday! haha.

Well, bsf, was pretty usual. Just that, we were caught in a massive jam, but manage to reach there few minutes before time. Usually, we are early so we will all go in one room where everybody, all the different classes, kids and teenagers of different ages, will meet. But as were were kinda of late, everybody so happened just went into their respective classes when we arrived.

Went in to my classroom, and I was like kinda of shock to see so few had arrived. I expected like more teenagers. lol. Samantha and Tabi were there already!

Esther, didn't come, apparently, we found out later from her sis that she had a tummy ache. =( ESTHER! DO GET WELL SOON! =)

Then Oi Kha was also there, and Allison. And Me. That's all for the girls so far.

Guys, there were, Zach?( not sure how to spell his name, there are different spellings.) Gaven, erm, Nigel? erm erm, Alvin? Erm, who else arrr, I think that's all.

Anyway, later, when the full total arrived, there were,

Girls: Samantha, Tabitha, Oi Kha, Allison, Joo Yee (she's so cuttteeee), and Me. Yeah, I think that's about it.

Guys: Zach, Gaven, Kevin, Alvin, Russell(also not very sure if his name is spelled like that), Mark, Jason, Nigel, yeah. I think that's all. Oh wait, and Brian who came super late. =)

Ok, so anyway, I drew some pic earlier in the week, and I showed it to Tabi before assembly. She started laughing! lol. XD.

Bsf went as normal. But the greates thing was, WE ENDED EARLY! Wooo hoooo!!!!!!!!! As I said, to make up for last week. Because last week, the men's side finished like so early. And all our dads came to pick us up like immediately after ours was over. So Sad! =(

I was talking to Tabi when suddenly Mark was "beating" my hand, and interrupted and asked me a question. The question was soooooooo, weird, erm I don't even know how to describe it, until I just shrugged! I was like, speechless at first, then I was like, arrrghhh...don't ask me.

Then everybody started teasing him and blablabla. And then thanks to Mark himself, the subject was all about looking attractive and stuff. ARRRGHHH...Ugh...

Anyway, then later I was doing something with my hp when Tabi called me and when I looked up, the next thing I knew was Mr. Sparkle was flying towards me! She threw him to me! haha. You may be wondering who's Mr. Sparkle. It's a mini purple bean bag thingy. I love it! =)

Then I threw it back to her, then she threw it to Jason. So were like just playing catching. Then Mark, came in and tried to catch it, and he was like the "monkey."

Then Zach and Gaven and dunno who else became "monkeys" too! lol. Then ended up, Mark only monkey because the rest wanted to be like the rest of us. So yeah, then one by one they all left, and left we the original us. Jason, Tabi, and Me! So we played catch again. haha. XD.

Then, daddy came, then the rest of their dads also came so yeah. It was a nice ending! I had fun!

Charissa

My First Cello Lesson!

Hey all,

I had my first cello lesson with my new teacher today! Phew, I was pretty okie, but also nervous so made a few mistakes here and there.

First thing, I HAVE SO MUCH TO UNLEARN!

Sigh, it's gonna be super hard, and needs alot of practice and the "stubborness" to wanna get it right. Well, I think I'm gonna do ok I guess. Because I've been "hurting" myself too much, and getting really discouraged and frustrated alot. Simply because I was having too many problems playing my cello.

Few things I have to correct.

1) My position of my cello.
2) My position of my hand on the bow.
3) My position of my bow on the cello.
4) My position of my left hand on my cello strings.
5) My extensions.
6) My pitching.

That's about all so far I have to unlearn. haha. I mean some la.

KK. Firstly, my cello position. I have been playing "senget" you can call that. Well, I have to put both of my legs at the side of my cello, lower the spike lots, and put the cello straight! It's such a torture!!!!! It's so painful!!!! I'm not used to it!!!!! AAAAA!!!!!!!!!! But well, if I'm to play with ease, LET'S DO IT!

Second, my hand on the bow. I have been having alot of problems there. As I said, my right arm will always be tensed up after I play for awhile. Simply because I haven't been holding my bow right.

My teacher said I have to put all my weight on the cello, relax all my fingers on my right hand, and just plop it down on my bow plop my bow on my cello. And that's it. She said that I already have a habit where my fingers goes in such a funny direction and stuff. I have to remember to relax. The KEY word. RELAX. C'mon Charissa, you can do it, just relax!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

She said if I didn't relax all the pressure will go up to my arm. That really explains why I always have a hard time playing. I'm so happy I finally know what's the problem but not so happy that I have to unlearn a super bad habit. Sigh. But with God's help, I can do it!

Third, when I play, my bow goes wonkus. It turns here and there. I mean sometimes I don't pull my bow in a straight line. So I have to learn that too.

Fourth, my left hand. haha. Another problem. I have to push my elbow back so that I form a straight line. Very hard too, to remember. Another bad habit too.

Fifth, my extensions. I learned the technique for front extension today. It's so funny! haha. I mean, I have been doing in a way where it always hurts simply because I don't move my thumb along with my whole hand! Sigh, all these, my old teacher didn't teach. So I have been suffering. sigh. Well, now I know, so hopefully it will be better.

Sixth, haha...the really most important thing too. PITCHING. The dreaded word. pitch. haha. Have to learn slowly la. My internation. lol. Hopefully it will be better soon.

Ok, that's about what so far I have to "unlearn." The thought of it makes me shudder. Hard work Charissa, hard work.

I really wish that my old teacher looked into all this and also thougth correctly also la.

Had two new books today. One photostated and the other new. The new book is so cutteee!!!!! haha...it looks pretty kidish, my teacher said so, and i agreed with her but it's really cute. lol.

Well, so on the whole, my first lesson was good, finding out all the "mistakes." But not that good when I saw that I have so much to "unlearn" as I said before.

I know I'm so "cheong hei" on this unlearning thingy but seriously, I really need you'll to pray that I will be dilligent and hard working to correct all this. Thanks so much!

Dear God, I pray that you will help me not to be lazy and to be dilligent and hard working in correcting all the problems. I pray that I will work hard so that one day my hard work will be repaid. Thank you, I know You will be there helping me each day in all my struggles. In Jesus Name, I pray, AMEN!

Ok, I'm pretty looking foward to my next lesson next monday, a thing I've never done before. haha. I kinda of like never looked foward to my lessons last time with my old teacher. You know why. Theory. Problems. Sigh anyway, that's the past.

I gtg and sleep now, so I will blog more tmrw hopefully.

Enjoy

Charissa

"First" CG!

Today, can consider like first cg like that la. Anyway, it was at 6. We had dinner at Pastor Wong's home. My mummy went earlier to help with the food. So ate ate ate, but didn't eat much because seriously was quite full from a very weird lunch.

K, I side track abit k? Because I ate roti telur for breakfast, I wasn't like very hungry for lunch. Because roti canai and roti telur both also quite feeling ok. lol. So bought fruits after church then came home. Then I still had one bun left from friday? Yeah friday. So I ate that lor later at around 2 something. Then I wanted another one. So went down and walked to Block A to the "mini market." But they didn't have any stock for that particular bun. So decided to buy twisties intead lor. We bought two packets because my sis also wanted to eat. Then I also decided to buy an ice cream cone. So had to quickly walk back and put the ice cream in the freezer. Then ate twisties while watching August Rush, then I ate my ice cream later. XD.

K back to the subject. So as I said, I was full, so I didn't eat much. There was spaghetti bolognese, more for the younger kids. There was also chicken rice and some thai salad tingy. All made at home I think. haha. After makan, since I finished ealier, some "kids" came to me. haha. Then started playing with them lor. Raewyn came first I think. And she started playing with my hair, then later started talking to me. Then Lee Xin came, then they wanted me to catch their hands. Some game, so I played with them. Wah, sweat betul le...had to move abit. lol. Today also very hot la.

Then later cell started, so stayed there, but was feeling super tired and sleepy, so I was struggling to keep awake.

Later, after cg over, Lee Rui came to me. She is so cute. haha. She has this cheeky mischevious look but she's so teeeerriibbblllyyy cuuuuutttteeee!!!!!!!!!! Lee Yuan also quite cute. haha. Lee Rui is always coming to me. Don't ask me why, but maybe it was because last week I kinda of like "played" with her, so yeah. I kinda of like little kids, but not my sis! haha.

Then later Lee Rui, was so cute! She wanted to tie my hair, so I let her. She kept at it, tie, untie, tie, untie. haha. I just sat on a chair and let her play! XD. SOOOOOO CUUUUTTTEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So on the whole, I was most of the time playing with Lee Rui, Lee Xin, and Raewyn. XD. All cute pretty little girls. XD.

kk la...I wanna sleep soon already, very tired.

First cello lesson tmrw at 2. Phew.

Charissa

The day is coming nearer...

Aaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's already Saturday night! Going to be Sunday soon!!!!! Then Monday!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For two reasons, one, I'm pretty nervous about my first cello lesson with my new teacher. Second, you know, the "week-ly" activity...haiz...

Cello lesson before BSF. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....lol...

You know, for example, before my cello lesson, I may be nervous but then on the actual day, it's so weird. I'm like peaceful, calm... Very weird. haha...I usuall experience this...=)

Sigh, gonna sleep soon la...tmrw full day le...church and cg...sigh...so tired actually...lol...

Charissa

MSN, I need you! I need a real true friend too!

Msn!!!!! I need you!!!!! I desperately need my old comp to work!!!!!!! I am so desperate for some friends to talk to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arrrghhh...

I always wonder why it's always ME who has to start conversations on msn and not you others. I've narrowed down my answers to: the very likely reason is because either, you all have too many friends already, so you're talking to a lot, or you are either busy, or either that you don't feel like talking to me, or, you are the type of person who waits for people to start the convos.

I hope I will find somebody, a friend one day, hopefully soon, who will really be a real true friend, and also who are not like alot of people I've met.

Sigh, I'm hoping that somebody kind enough will start convos, instead of me all the time. I'm really tired of doing that all the time. It makes me feel, odd and like as though I'm unwanted.

Yeah, maybe I'm really unwanted and maybe nobody really wants to talk to me, but when I starty a convo, maybe they are just being polite not rude, and just will kinda of like "talk." Sigh, Charissa! You musn't think such thoughts. Put all these out of your mind.

But really, I'm beginning to think that that's the real answer. Hardly anybody likes me perhaps? =(

Charissa

My New Cello Teacher!

I've been wanting to blog about this for quite awhile. But didn't have time. =)

Well, if you'll have read my really long ago post, I have stopped my lessons under my old cello teacher.

So we've been trying to find one for quite awhile, and finally, we manged to get a contact, but she couldn't take me in. So look-ee again.

Finally, we found another contact, and yeah! She agreed to meet with me, to like talk about some stuff and something. So last monday, we met up. Actually my mummy was the one who talked to her. lol.

And she took me in, thank God!

Unfortunately, I will have quite a hard time. Because, my position of the cello is not right, my vibrato is taught wrongly, and many other things. Phew! My mummy said this is part and parcel of changing teachers and life.

So, I shall have to "suffer" for awhile, and practice real hard, and hopefully, very soon, I'll be able to play with ease.

I was actually having A LOT of problems playing the cello. My right arm and somewhere near my right thumb, always hurt after playing the cello for awhile. My old teacher said that, my arm hurts like that, because, I tense up. And she said that I have to rest my whole arm on the cello, so that it won't hurt. But it's so impossible! It doesn't make sense one bit! When I rest my arm on the cello, my whole arm goes slack. So funny. XD.

Anyway, I'm hoping that my new teacher can tell me why I'm always having these kinda of problems.

I have been experiencing these problems for like 3 years already you know! Crazy. No wonder it always discourages me and I don't wanna practice my cello. Sigh.

Lord Jesus, firstly, I wanna thank You for providing me with a cello teacher. Also thank You for giving me a family to help support me, Thank You for my daddy, who works very hard each day to help support me and my family. And now that now my cello lessons are more expensive than before, I pray that you will help me to be really grateful for even getting a chance to learn. Please provide daddy with more jobs, as now the economy is not very good.

I pray that we will all learn to be grateful and contented with every little thing we have. Thank You that I even have a chance to learn music, when others who really long to learn, don't even have the chance. I pray that You will help me to be dilligent and hard working in improving and changing the stuff that aren't right. You know, it's so hard for me, as I have been playing like that for so long. It will need a lot of like "own-want-ness" to be like that. (if you get what I mean) So, I pray that I will be like good in working hard so that finally the hard work pays off. In Jesus Name I pray, AMEN!

Sometimes I wish I'm stubborn so that it will be easier. In this case, stubborn in the sense, stubborn to learn the right thing. Meaning, doing that something until you get it right.

Charissa

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LILY OOI!!!!!!!

I'm so sry for such a late post. I wanted to blog on Sunday but coudn't...sry...

HAPPY BELATED 12'th BDAY LILY OOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God bless your 12th year of life! Seriously, I can't believe it that you are only 12!!!!!!!! lol... XD.

I hope you had a nice time on your bday!!!!!!!!!!!!


I love you Lily!

Charissa

Hilarious time at BSF!

K, I wanna blog about what happened to me yesterday at bsf.

Firstly, last week, I didn't go to bsf for some reasons. I nearly didn't go yesterday again, cz I had to go somewhere, but we manged to come back on time, suprisingly. Cz we expected a jam. But it wasn't bad at all! haha.

Anyway, here I went for bsf, bracing myself for perhaps any unexpected happenings. Luckily for me, none happen. Instead, I practically laugh througout the whole bsf.

You see, during discussion, a guy name Russell, gave some answer that made all of us laugh! haha. And Me and Tabi, couldn't stop. But teacher said we had to laugh silently. It was such a TORTURE!!!!!!! I clapped my hand over my mouth trying to stifle my laughter. Tabi did the same thing! But it was so dreadfully hard! And after that, during homeletics, Russell again gave some funny summerized verse, that made me burst into laughter again! Then I actually stopped, but Tabi couldn't, and her laughter is so contagious, that I laughed again. And my laughter happened to make Samantha laugh, and she didn't wanna laugh. So she was scolding me saying, STOP! And later she said to Esther that she thinks I took too much caffeine. I was like, EXCUSE ME? I didn't take any caffeine. And then she said, fine, maybe you took drugs. I was like, I didn't take that either. Then she was like wtvr.

Anyway, I literally couldn't write my homeletics. My hand was shaking like an old lady! XD. I could feel the temperature rising in my face, I could even feel that my face was red! XD.

Tabi had problems too. lol. She kept laughing, means, me too.

During Bible lesson, one of my teachers fell asleep. Then Joanna created some song thingy or smth, which made me laugh too. And later Tabi started drawing a pic of SOMEBODY, and it was so hideous that we laughed again! Then Joanna, joined in, but she didn't laugh as much as us. We contributed to the picture, making it look even sillier. lol. It was just so funny!

Anyway, I had a good laugh at bsf yesterday, thanks to Tabi. haha. She was the one who made me laugh until like that! Im not blaming you Tabi, kkk... I'm just saying that you were the one who made me laugh. haha.

Hope you enjoy this "cheong hei" post on my laughing fit!

Charissa

Rocking Chair

I have so many things to blog about. Firstly, I wanna blog about something my sis and I experienced last week.

If you have seen the newspaper last week, there was some Earth Tremor or something? Anyway, when that happened, both me and my sis also experienced it. haha. Okie, it's not that bad. I mean, so happen I was sitting on my chair, in the study room. Doing my work. Then suddenly I felt like as though I was rocking! I was like, goodness???? But I thought that maybe I was just tired(I was feeling sleepy) and maybe just imagined it la. So I continued with my work. Then it was so continous. It continued. Then I was abit scared. So I just decided to make a statement. I told my sis, I feel like as though I'm rocking. And she was like, "Hey! Me too!" Then I knew it wasn't my imagination. I was like, really? Ooo...my goodness...this is so scary. Then I decided to call my mummy.

She was in the club house playing table tennis with my daddy. I called her and told her what happened. I was actually scared that the whole condo gonna topple over. haha. Anyway, my mummy was like, har? Did you eat something funny arr???? Then I was like, no, jie and I only ate tiger biscuit which we have eaten before.

Then she said she didn't feel anything also. Then I was like, nvm then.

Next day~

EARTH TREMOR! Newspaper! haha...my sis read it, then she told me and mum. Then my mum was like, OH! That explains why you felt the rocking thingy! I was like, yeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! What happened!!!!!!!! Then we read that other places kena dunno some earthquake and typhoon and dunno what la. Then I was like scary. Here also can kena wan arr. Then my mummy said that she probably couldn't feel it coz she was on the ground floor. At the clubhouse. So yeah.

Anyway, this is a really boring post on my experience.

Charissa

Im back!

Finally, I can blog abit more. Im so sry to have literally abandoned my blog. The thing is, our comp has ko-ed, like last Tuesday? Yeah last tuesday. My dad used it earlier for some youtube thingy, then my sis used, then I wanted to use, then the next thing I knew was, it hunged on me and suddenly there was some problem thingy. Sigh. I always kena it, everybody else don't. Probably since I"m usually the last one to use, then somehow, maybe it worked to much so it decides to konk on me. Sigh. So unfair.

Anyway, right now, I'm using my mummy's laptop. But I'm limited to a few things only. Cz my mum is scared that aftwards this comp oso virus. So yeah. NO msn. No uploading or downloading anything. Anyway, at least I can blog finally!


Charissa