Sad kinda of Hyperness

I was feeling hyper and then sad at the same time. I know this sounds weird but, I really dunno how to explain my feelings. It's just like on the outside, I'm "hyper-like." But the true feeling is sad, which is shown on the inside. Hope you get what I mean. I can't explain why, as it involves a certain person who has excess to my blog. That is, if he or she ever reads my blog. So yeah.

I feel as if, I need to really get that last piece of jigsaw puzzle.

Charissa