MSN, I need you! I need a real true friend too!

Msn!!!!! I need you!!!!! I desperately need my old comp to work!!!!!!! I am so desperate for some friends to talk to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arrrghhh...

I always wonder why it's always ME who has to start conversations on msn and not you others. I've narrowed down my answers to: the very likely reason is because either, you all have too many friends already, so you're talking to a lot, or you are either busy, or either that you don't feel like talking to me, or, you are the type of person who waits for people to start the convos.

I hope I will find somebody, a friend one day, hopefully soon, who will really be a real true friend, and also who are not like alot of people I've met.

Sigh, I'm hoping that somebody kind enough will start convos, instead of me all the time. I'm really tired of doing that all the time. It makes me feel, odd and like as though I'm unwanted.

Yeah, maybe I'm really unwanted and maybe nobody really wants to talk to me, but when I starty a convo, maybe they are just being polite not rude, and just will kinda of like "talk." Sigh, Charissa! You musn't think such thoughts. Put all these out of your mind.

But really, I'm beginning to think that that's the real answer. Hardly anybody likes me perhaps? =(

Charissa